After for a long sometime i was awaken by the call to why not make my own thing of my own.  

And just like that,  i did it. 

I will keep it on and keep nourishing my individual talents or whatever people may call it.


It’s a beginning. 



There are times. 

There’s certainly times where i miss my own kind of laughter.  

The kind that define the person i am,

 The kind that make me the happiest person, 

The kind that bring joy to others as well, 

The kind that i know this is my life that i ever needed, 

The kind that i know everything will be alright, 

The kind that no matter what i’m going through,  i will make it through, 

The kind that people don’t influence my decision, 

The kind that i know what i’m doing, 

The kind that i know where pain lies, there is a silver lining, 

The kind that when i laugh,  the world laugh with me, 

The kind that i wish what had happened never did happened, 

The kind that make me face the music everytime the challenge is in front of the door, 

The kind that be nice to a person,  and others will be at you, 

The kind that work hard does pay, 

The kind that make you keep on holding to that never give up,

The kind that keep you as you are until today, even when the journey was “sometimes you wish it had been different”, it never stop me from writing onto this. 


I live in control

I’m in control of my life. 

When life gives you a time of doing the things you’re not suppose to do, then don’t,  don’t do the things you’re not suppose to do.

How to avoid is ridiculously hard but you’ll come around if you keep on pushing it through. 

These days have been less productive days as the process of hibernating is invading more than usual. 

The things is i need to get it back in control,  i will decide what to do, why i’m doing it and how i feel with it.

At the end of the day,  i’m super happy about it, that’s all matter.



Dare to dream

“The future belong to those who dares to dream”

Heard this and find it deep and sort of inspiring.


Had it,  long for it.

Keeping it inside the box may sounds like an excuse.

But what if the dreams has got you realised that the world is not revolving around you alone.

It’s a wonderful thing that brings you the happiness that you ever need for.

Until the reality comes knocking at the door and you start to swim yourself into it without you even realised.

And when you does,  the dream start to shrink itself back into the box.

Sometimes lock, ignored and remain dormant for a short and maybe a long time.

So what contradict with the dream,  its the reality.

One thing for sure,  no matter how superior, dominance and repulsive the reality are,  have faith and keep the dream alive.

As for today,  that’s what i believe and will keep it as still as the tree.

Have faith

Keep hope alive


And dream big.